Ako si Bascugin, nagmamahal

Notes: 28042 / 2 months ago from jemilnapay (originally from the-girl-everyone-replaces)

Notes: 112802 / 2 months ago from lovequotesrus (originally from reachyourdreamsandflyy)

2 months ago

This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don’t want to laugh, because you know it’s not going to help, but you don’t want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it’s falling apart too. You don’t think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That’s the confusing part, you don’t know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you’re getting happy again, but you know inside that you’re just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you’re back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can’t help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn’t happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don’t know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you’ve had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you’re to the point where you don’t care who sees. Because you’ve spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it’s not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, “It will be okay.” But you know it won’t. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You’re still hurt, but you’ve learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don’t hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this.

Notes: 28196 / 2 months ago from n0onecaresanymore (originally from niggertime)

(Source: niggertime)

2 months ago

Sorry, Thank you and Good bye.

Seeing your profile yesterday makes my hearts really broken. I reminisce the memories we had. I admit, I cried! I regret the day when I let you go when I didn’t appreciate the love you had given to me. How I wish I could turn back time so that you’re still holding my hands, kissing my lips and hugging me tight. I know there are things I’ve done wrong. And I’m sorry for that. Sorry for breaking your heart but I want you to know you broke my heart a thousand times. Sorry for not giving you a chance to prove that you really love me. Sorry for not holding on. But when I realized that I really love you. I did my part but you’re the one who let go. You never fight back. You doesn’t gave me a chance and it really makes me look dumb. Who cares? Every single thing you did my heart is slowly breaking and falling into pieces but I still picking it up and putting it back together.

Now, when I visit your profile I felt different. I have realized that you deserve to be loved. And someone deserve your love. And finally I should let you go, set you free and trying to be happy without you, without your love. I have thank you for loving me, for making me special, for being a part of you. Thanks because somehow we had mutual feelings. I won’t forget you. I promise! You’re different. She’s lucky to have you. I should tell her that she shouldn’t let you go because she might also regret it.

I know you’re happy now. I won’t ruin it just because of my selfishness. I realized that I’m mature enough to understand that. Be happy. Love her more that you loved me. But there will be no one who will love you the way I loved you. It’s better for us to be strangers. Isn’t it? I don’t wanna see you because I’m still moving on. But maybe someday when all of it heals, maybe we’ll see each other. Smiling back together. And make new memories as friends. But for now. This is really a Good bye.

2 months ago

Frustrated because I can’t tell if it’s real. Mad because I don’t know how you feel. Upset because we can’t make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won’t take my hand. Aggravated because you don’t understand. Disappointed because we can’t be together, but still I’ll love you forever.

2 months ago

Last message for you.

Sa sobrang sakit parang hindi ko na kayang mag mahal pa ng iba. Habang masaya ka, ako eto nagdurusa. Ang hirap kasi satin wala kang tiwala. Ang hirap kasi satin hindi ka nakikinig. Ang hirap kasi satin hindi ka nagbigay ng isa pang pagkakataon. Ang hirap naman sakin kahit alam kong wala na, eto parin ako minamahal ka. Kung alam mo lng kung gaano ko ginusto na mahalin mo ulit ako. Kung alam mo lng na ikaw lang talaga. Wala ako iniisip bago matulog kundi ikaw. Wala akong pinangarap makasama kundi ikaw. Wala kundi ikaw lng talaga. Sumuko ka agad, hindi mo man ako pinakinggan. Pinaglaban kita. Kung alam mo lng. Ang tagal mo na akong sinasaktan pero nandito padin ako. Kung babalik ka tatanggapin parin kita. Patawarin mo ko kung hindi kita ipinaglaban nung una pero alam mo naman ginawa ko lahat para bumalik ka kaso ikaw na tong sumuko. Ikaw ang hindi lumaban. Sa mga oras na to hindi mo alam na sinasaktan mo na naman ako. ANG SAKIT! SOBRA! Hindi ko alam pero sobra kitang minahal at ngayon sobra rin akong nasasaktan. Sa bawat paglipas ng mga araw. wala akong nalagpasan na hindi kita iniisip. Ako ba? Dumaan ba ako sa isip mo kahit papano? Naalala mo ba nung mahal mo pa ako? Ako kasi hindi ko pa nakakalimutan.

Siguro ngayon kailangan ko ng tanggapin na hindi ka na babalik. Hintayin ko na lang na puso ko na magsawang mahalin ka. Masaya ako kahit papaano nakilala kita at minahal mo ko pero kung alam mo lng na sana mahal mo pa rin ako. Gusto ko sabihin na sana ako na lang ulit. Tayo na lang kaso imposible kasi alam ko at ramdam ko masaya ka na sa kanya. Ayoko namang lokohin sarili ko na mahalin yung taong nagmamahal sakin. Ang hirap kasi ikaw lagi laman ng utak ko kahit ang tagal na. Patawarin mo ko. Kung pwde lng kausapin kita ng harap harapan at sabihing sobra kitang mahal at yayakapin pag katapos noon tatanggapin ko na na wala na talaga.

I’m letting you go, I’m setting you free, I’ll make you happy, I’ll be happy, trying to be happy and trying to realize that you will never come back. I love you. I’ll never forget you. You changed me! Thank you.

Notes: 433 / 2 months ago from n0onecaresanymore (originally from slx14-deactivated20120310)

You know what hurts?

Seeing the person you love becomes a stranger to you. You walk by them and you don’t say anything. You see them but you turn the other way. You don’t keep in touch with them anymore. Its like, you’ve never met them before. And deep down inside, it hurts a lot.

2 months ago

Why do I have this feeling. Actually now I try to hide the feelings I have on you cause I don’t wanna hear them telling me that why is it I’m still inlove with you. I always wish that someday we’ll be together. Sharing memories we haven’t shared. I wish I can turn back time cause if I can, I’ll go to the time that you still love me. If only you knew how much it hurts everytime you cross on my mind. I wonder if I cross on yours too. I don’t wanna see you happy with someone else. Why is it I am so inlove with you? You emotionally hurt me. What did I do? Even though you’re not around you still hurting me! I don’t wanna see you because I know I will fall deeply inlove with you. But I want an update on everything you do. I’m sorry if I’m still loving you, don’t worry I won’t let you know. I just want to love you in silent. I’m happy on what I have now but I’ll be happier if I have you. I’m not desperate because If I am I’ll do things now just to have you again :) I won’t force my heart not to love you. I just wait until it voluntarily quits. I love you? Bibi :)

Notes: 914 / 2 months ago from kimpoyfeliciano